AWAY!

This kind of feeling is not new to me. I faint on such thoughts when they come up in my mind, those insecurity feelings and questions dominating the life. I feel like running away from this world to a mystic place where I can find some peace and comfort. But, there is no such a place on earth. Only choice  left is to write down the pain.

I want to go away, to a place where my fears are erased;

I want to go away with a person, who can truly understand me and make me feel like home,

Couldn’t find such one on earth.

I want to be away from all these emotional breakdowns and mental pains;

Suggest me such a spot, where I dwell all day and night by not sensing my pain!

Introduce me to a person who will stand by side and hold my hand and say, “it’s okay, you can win too”

Away from parties and all alone.

This feeling has no control, my heart constantly crying over this;

My body brooding over bed of thorns and bleeding lone red.

I want to run away from this, but I couldn’t find a more better place around me.

Who will understand me? Who will save me?

I won’t waste my time for someone to enter my life and save it from collapsing.

I wish I could be iconic,

What all I feel right now is;

Degrees to the dust and knowledge to the skies.

I need a warm voice, by hearing to it, I want to get carried away right into heavens.

I need someone to say a “hello” and I want to go away after that.

Am away from smiles, away from everything.

In the end, am just away.